mood

i am totally annoyed with everything in my life. the people too. Im tired of being led on to believe one thing and then showed the next. I am flustered and confused. I want to be non-combative but the more annoyed i am, the more real and blut i become. I am stresse and tired. I havent had a good nights rest since before i came to school for RA training. RA Training there are both positives and negatives....met a potential...but i no longer have a life. my responsibility list has risen 10 fold....gosh! but i am prepared to take the challenge and run with it...even if i run away screaming.

-t