C-h-o-p-p-e-d and SkReWEd

"Youre running through the forest, youre running through the forest, youre running through the forest, youre running through the forest...STOP, you hit a TREE"

2008...
A year that I WILL NEVER FORGET. I've had a life for 19 years, and in 365 days...my life seem to just past me by. I've gone through death(S), family illnesses, my own illnesses, UPS, downs, new friendships, letting go of ONE relationship situation, school-highs and lows, having money, being totally broke more times than not, felt needed, felt disowned, experianced some things I probablly will never again...OMG! When will it STOP!

2008...

Its almost been an entire year that Ive been without my grandma. Its hard to resist this urge I get when Im sitting at home BORED..and all I want to do is call her up. My heart is totally broken...Ill never look at Valentines Day the same again.

ANYWHO...

Happy HOlidAys to all!

What was the most CraZiest NeWs in 2008??
5. Its SNOWing in ARIzOna and LaS VeGas, NeVada- the most in 30 years!!
4. We are still fighting in a war in Iraq...and we still dont know exactly why??? And that is why someone took it upon their self to chuck two shoes at PRES. GWB
3. GAS PRICES HIT $5.00/Economy crash
2. JEnnIfEr HuDsOn FaMiLy DeAtHs (prayers still go out)
1. AS IF YOU DIDNT KNOW: PreSident EleCt B. OBAMA
*he even has women naming their children after hiM

Movie??? (my opinion)
5.A family that Preys
4.27 dresses
3.Seven Pounds
2.Wanted
1.sex and the city

My Fave Song in no order
I kissed a Girl- Katy Perry
Love in the Club-Ush
All Summer Long- Kid Rock
Bleeding Love- Leona Lewis
A Milli-Lil Wayne
Cant Believe it- T-WAYNE
Paper Planes/Swagga Like US-MIA/JAYZ
1.Take A Bow- Rihanna
*OMG--I DIDNT INCLUDE A BEYONCE SONG*AND I LOVE BEYONCE*

I FeEl sLigHTly iNaPpROpRiATe

So OBAMA, My President, is HOT!!

Blast from the PaSt

What is it like to KNOW someone is wrong for your life, but you do everything in your power to keep them around?? What sense does that make? Keeping a HEADACHE in your life to cause more drama. Relationships can cause one of the biggest headaches. My friends and I...all have that one GuY...did us so wrong but for some reason we allowed it over and over AGaiN. Well HE is that BlaSt frOm THe PaST...guess the dogs want to come home when the streets get cold. I think that the guys who are bad for you always seem to come around when you are vulnerable and lonely..when the idea of their company doesnt seem too bad of an idea. ITs like a Bobby and Whitney little "situation" But I can not fall for the GaMe...

happily ever after (for now)

CALLING ALL THE SINGLE LADIES...Who does Beyonce have fooled? How much more single lady..women empowerment...songs can she put out there with that $5 million ring loading her finger down. Shes been with JayZ for 9835230 years and counting. I mean dont get me wrong, I AM THE BIGGEST BONNIE AND CLYDE SUPPORTER EVER. I love seeing them together. I hate the fact that Beyonce is talking about her wedding and marriage...I think that the mystery about them kept ppl wanting more. But anywhooo...I want a relationship like that. I mean a love like that. I just wish that I had something like that, someone that made me want to write a song about them like "flaws n all", "dangerously in love" siggggggggghhhhhhhhhh :(
I would love to know when my next love will come my way...I think Ive been watching too many chick-flicks and that is why i am feeling all mushy and wishing to be loved and given attention. I go to a school with about 12000 people and just to save face, ill say that 6000 of them are males. 3000 are not my type, 2000 are gay or in a relationship. 500 of them are too young or too old. 300 are uninterested in me or too intimidated by me for some reason, or dogs. That leaves about 200 that could possibly be ok, its probablly less than that to be honest. But Im open. For both B and Dawn from Danity Kane they had to look outside of their age range so maybe thats what I may have to do. Mom wont be too excited if I bring home some 21+ year old, but we shall see.

HOTTEST IN THE INDUSTRY

This video is the by far the hottest music video i've seen in years....CIARA is def. the Janet Jackson of the 21st c. wow...like she is sick...



And he claims he is still married...happily??? whatt? this is the SEXIEST video ever....although Usher's cd sucked compared to his others...this video is the true essance of Usher Raymond IV....I LOVE IT

A statistic...

Ive never felt any more lost than i do now...lost in a statistic...another dead beat father leaves his "baby's mother" to raise HIS child ALONE. Why do men believe that they have less of the responsibility to raise their child they soo mindlessly created? Is it because they have less of an attachment? I guess carrying a little being inside of you for 9 months does create a strong unbreakable bond that a man will never know. But to chalk a parent/child bond up to a few checks that can not even break the bank it takes to raise a child is ridiculous!
MAN UP...

mood

i am totally annoyed with everything in my life. the people too. Im tired of being led on to believe one thing and then showed the next. I am flustered and confused. I want to be non-combative but the more annoyed i am, the more real and blut i become. I am stresse and tired. I havent had a good nights rest since before i came to school for RA training. RA Training there are both positives and negatives....met a potential...but i no longer have a life. my responsibility list has risen 10 fold....gosh! but i am prepared to take the challenge and run with it...even if i run away screaming.

-t